NZR++ No-one but the special self wants to make a difference [under development]

As it is very lonesome to be a self, that consider itself as unique and independent, the special self often look for something bigger, that it can be part of. Photo © Alexius Jorgensen.

The basic self is not that far from forgetting what and where it is, so that it is in a state of not-knowing, where the apparent different experiences of a world where there seems to be more than one, that the brain continuously generates, is not perceived to make a difference. Thus the experiences of such a world are not acknowledged as real.

Just like the body must be moved to keep it working, thoughts must be moved to keep the brain working.

At first the brain does not notice, that you being someone definitive in its world is not acknowledged as real, because it uses the same organ to process everything, whether considered to be real, imagined, spiritual or whatnot. But if there for more than 20 minutes, 45 at most, does not appear to be someone perceiving its experiences to make a difference, the brain falls into coma, so it will try very hard to make you judge the experience it makes to make a difference.

But the brain hardly ever have this problem, as most persons have replaced the basic self with a special one, that is very far from forgetting itself and falling into a state of not-knowing. Should it come close to that by for example reading Alexius Enlightened Non Teachings, it quickly rewrites them into something that is not exposing it as nothing but enhancing its feeling of being special.


If the special self takes interest in so-called spirituality, it has to be something with techniques for how to relax, because the special is always busy trying to be more special.

Being busy though is not a problem, because if not controlled fast energy ignites a take-off to the empty breath, which is very blissful.

But as this bliss comes from being in a state of not-knowing, and as the whole world of the special self is built on knowing something, it avoids what really would make it relax, namely to not know what and where it is.


If the basic self fabricated by the brain is not judged by its consciousness to be inferior, there is no need be and/or have more, wherefore the few thoughts needed for keeping the basic self together do not multiply into a self that appears to be bigger. Photo © Alexius Jorgensen.

Those having established themselves as somebody special, who is in charge of themselves, need to meditate or something else that makes them able to be in control of thoughts, because in order to uphold their appearance of being in charge, they must manipulate the thoughts generated by the brain, so that selected ones seem to be made for and by the special self.


Most want something that reminds them of the past, so that they do not have to relate to their present thoughts of the brain, and that they therefore seem to escape.


When you are nobody, there is not somebody to be bothered by thoughts. Consequently only those who want to make a difference have a need to escape them via meditation, mindfulness or other techniques that seem to make them able stop or control the thoughts they judge to disturb what they believe to be.


If you think, you are in the world to learn who you are, you do not want that, because learning requires more than one and there is no more than that which is one.


Life never gives a second chance, as it is that which is one, and it takes more than one to give something. Besides, you do not need anything, because oneness is formless and therefore endless, so there is no more than that. Hence that which is you has everything.


Photo © Alexius Jorgensen.

Most like to believe, that the thoughts the brain produces to uphold the basic self are evil and of the ego. Yet they are not of something but nothing, as that is what every experience fabricated by the brain is made from. Trying to stop or edit thoughts, however, they seem to turn into something that makes a difference and thus establishes separation as real, wherefore the ego, which thrives from separation, loves those who treat thoughts as if they are something and not just a binary code of nothing.


As no belief can be upheld without an effort, you undo the belief in being a basic as well as a special self by not make that effort. And since that reveals the nothingness of the self you believed to be, there is not something that appears to stop the constant fire of enlightenment, that if not compared to anything you used to experience, you will not see, hear, feel or taste as glimpses that differ from each other because they merges into enlightenment of that which is one, where there is neither an experiencer or something experienced anymore. Nor somebody to know that the nothingness of you whirls through a black hole and gracefully falls into that which is one. See The ins and outs of a black hole.

Thus there is nothing returning from there to a world where there seems to be someone experiencing more than one. In other words, the enlightenment of that which is one is the end of a world where there seems to be more than one. But since there is no more than that which is one, as it is formless and therefore endless, the enlightenment of that which is one is not the end of anything except the belief, that there is more than that which is one.

If this seems fearful, you cannot relax and probably hold onto anything that seems to confirm, there is more than one. No worries. With the exception of the enlightenment of that which is one all the duality hacks in a very gently way changes your perception of the world, so that its apparent differences do not seem to make a difference, wherefore you are having the belief in separation undone while having fun appearing to be that.

Read on about how to ignite a take-off to the empty breath that takes you straight to indifference of differences in hack #4.4 Uncontrolled speed leads to a state of not-knowing.

NOTE: This article is part of hack #4.3 The basic self versus the special one.