+(+) To direct or be directed or not being at all

Contrary to a free-flowing energy which cannot be controlled, a boxed in energy can be contained and split up in elements that seems to define you as someone definitive. The animation is grabbed from Ello.

If you are sensitive to energy, you may notice a wall of flickering energy right in front of you. It could also as if something unsaid is stuck in the throat and needs to come out. Although this – just like what you appear to be – is make-believe based on the imagination, that what if there is something substantial in empty space, it seems to have the power to keep you occupied by figuring out what it is, that is hidden. Yet it has no power and it is not hidden.

It is only something you want to believe, so that something judged to be outside of you seems to be the cause of you feeling desperate or calm, fatigue or energetic, mundane or spiritual, wild or peaceful, as if you an effect of something, you can rest assured that you are someone definitive and not the formlessness of oneness.

But as what you appear to be is nothing but empty space it is not possible to rest, when you want to it to appear as if you are someone definitive in a world defined by time and space. The constant restlessness results in the perception of a body that has problems, which are difficult to diagnose.

So besides from consulting normal doctors, that are very good when it comes to cutting something bad away from the body or make it go away with medicaments, you may also look for all kinds of alternative solutions.

Reading this article you may very well be sensitive to energies and therefore into solving problems by working with chakras. They may not be in sync and the stagnated energy of the throat chakra have caused the thyroid to be attacked by the immune system.


The real sickness though is not healed by the doctors cutting away something or a chakra opening up, because there is only one sickness, namely the belief that you are someone definitive and all solutions – whether physical, emotional or energetic – confirms this belief.
In regards to the thyroid being attacked by your own system, you simply want to control, what comes out of the throat, so you can make sure to convey the exact image of what you want to be to others.*

One solution for this could be to move the attention from the front of the throat chakra to the back of it, as the front of it enhances personal will and the back of it impersonal will. The back of the throat chakra is located in the back of the neck a little lower than in the front of it – see the drawing and read the article The ins and outs of the inner breath, if you want to know a bit more about chakras. If you want to know a lot more about chakras check out the book Healing Hands by Barbara Brennan.

But the condition of the throat chakra or any other chakra does not have any say on whether the inner breath is connected with you – only whether you feel connected with it or not. In the context of chakras the inner breath rather has a connection with the eighth chakra, which is not included in the chakra drawing to the right, so you have to imagine it yourself above the head.

Within the framework of the colours you see in the above chakra drawing, the colour of the eighth chakra is vermilion, also known as cinnabar or China red. This colour, which has is a tone of reddish-purple added bit of bright orange, is considered to be the colour of life and eternity. It was widely used in the illuminated manuscripts of the Middle Ages but not much nowadays.

If you try to figure out the formlessness of life in your own way and pace instead of simply following it, you block it out in preference of being what you believe to be – and as there is no life in any belief, you never figure it that life is to follow.

The real sickness though is not healed by the doctors cutting away something, working with chakras and whatnot, because there is only one sickness, namely the belief tin being someone definitive, and all solutions – whether physical, emotional or energetic – confirms this belief.

In regards to the thyroid being attacked by your own system, you simply want to control, what comes out of the throat, so you can make sure to convey the exact image of what you want to be to others.*

So instead of using the flickering energy in front of you, that seems a bit like the boxed in energy of the top image, to keep you anchored in the belief that you are someone specific, it can also be used to ignite a take-off to the inner breath. That is, if you change your perception of it from being something outside of you to being a part of you. This is not the same as to take it inside, but seeing no difference between inside and outside in the sense, that all of a fantasy of yours.**

If you are sensitive to energies, you may notice an energy, that seems a lot more static than the flow of this image, flickering around you. If you do not interpret it as a part of the image you believe to be, it can be used as a take-off to the inner breath. When it is not imprisoned by your interpretation, you will see that it is not only energy for a take-off to the inner breath. It is the operator of the inner breath. Following it, the energy of it looks more like in this image. It is not in black and white though, neither in colours, because empty space has no colours. Yet, it may be experienced to have colours, but they are imposed onto it by the brain, just like the brain has done with everything else you perceive to have a colour. The animation is grabbed from Ello.

So when not blocking out this or any other energy by the interpretation that it is something that can be slowed down by your undivided focus and thus organised into substantial feelings to inflate the image of you as someone definitive, it does not seem stagnated but to be the very lively energy coming from the operator of the inner breath – a bit like in the above image. Feeling it you forget your way to it and neither are you aware of the difference when it probably change into the swing of the inner breath.***

The reason for this is that inclusion as well as the connectedness with the inner breath is a state of not-knowing. In other words, the feelings of it as described in Alexius´ Enlightened Non Teachings are based on the vague memories of it, that pops up, when not in a state of not-knowing is over, which it is after max half an hour.

You cannot be in the lead, if you want to follow the inner breath. This does not mean that you cannot be a leader in a world where there seems to be more than one, because a good leader is a follower.

Fortunately it is not over for the inner breath. If you once have had a connection with it – even for just a split second – it remains your guide. Read more about this in the article Where to find the inner breath.

Most like to think they can influence the direction of their life. It may also seem so, when looked upon it in retrospect, but that is because only the memories that make it looks like you are an autonomous creature are used to put together a picture of you as someone in control of its own life.

Nobody is directing your life and neither is it directed by a higher power, because you have no life. What you believe to be is as lifeless as a doll. It only has the life you imagine it to have. And what needs to be imagined is not real. No kind of being is real, as it requires more than one to be something, and there is no more than that which is one, since it is formless and therefore endless.

If you, however, do not want to include the stagnated energy that seems to be outside of you but insist on excluding it, so that it can be used to define you as an autonomous creature, you will remain in the belief that you are someone definitive in a world where there seems to be more than one, although such a world is nothing there but empty space, since that which is one is formless and therefore endless, so there is no more than that which is one.


*) When the belief in being someone definitive has been completely undone, there is no problem with the thyroid or anything else, but in the process of undoing this belief, it can be very beneficial to do something about your diet or whatever may relive your physical condition.

**) This is the meaning of being alone together, that you can read about in hack #8.8 Alone together is the key to that which is one.

***) Read the article What does the inner breath feel like? to learn about the different ways of feeling it. The operator of the inner breath has its own paragraph in the article and so has the swing of the inner breath.


NOTE: This article is an appendix to the article How to ignite take-offs to the inner breath. They are both part of hack #4-7.4 The inner breath automatically synchs the outer and inner senses.

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